5:51 P.M. - 03/10/2003
And it's all my fault. I knew I have been so rude to everyone on my way. I know I have been so stubborn to listen to their cries.
I should stop this nothingness, this crazy game called life.
My heart thudded as I inched deeper. Everything falls away from me. Oblivion rushes, and nothingness ensued.
In the silence of this room, I know I have done something wrong. In the darkness of one corner, I painted all my dark dreams and desires...
Goodbye cruel world. You've been so good to me yet I haven't been that great. Goodbye my friends: You're the best I ever had... Goddbye my "family", I know I've discouraged you. Goodbye, cruel world... leave me at peace
Farewell...
"One day I'll see myself lying in a pool of blood, my body degrading back to dust..."
